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benzodiazequeen
13 July 2009 @ 08:16 pm
unfortunately i laugh like a RETARD &you can't hear his little baby dino voice as much as i had hoped. oh well. it's still fun to watch.





 
 
feeling: headache-y
 
 
benzodiazequeen
13 July 2009 @ 10:20 am

Have you ever had a mentor or other influential person in your life who helped you along a certain path in school, work, or life in general?


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nope.
 
 
feeling: tired
 
 
benzodiazequeen
28 June 2009 @ 07:23 pm


*edit


it's a fucking MY LITTLE PONY designed by Junko Mizuno! holy shit. i love it when two things i adore &collect come together like this :D

&&it's only 16.99.

i realize i'm the only one that's going to be excited by this, but it's MY journal. so pffffft :p
 
 
feeling: bouncy
 
 
benzodiazequeen
27 June 2009 @ 12:23 pm
DIRECTIONS:
- Type your answer to each of the questions below into Flickr Search (http://www.flickr.com/).
- Using ONLY the first page, pick an image.
- Copy and paste each of the URLs for the images into Mosaic Maker. (http://bighugelabs.com/flickr/mosaic.php).
- Save the image and post it!

1. What is your name?
2. What is your favorite food?
3. What is your hometown?
4. What is your favorite color?
5. What is your favorite movie?
6. What is your favorite drink?
7. What is your dream vacation?
8. What is your favorite dessert?
9. What is one word to describe yourself?
10. How are you feeling right now?
11. What do you love most in the world?
12. What do you want to be when you grow up?



click here for full size... )

now it's your turn!
 
 
feeling: melancholy
hearing: jack off jill
 
 
benzodiazequeen
26 June 2009 @ 05:24 pm


although heath should be replaced with carradine.
 
 
feeling: groggy
 
 
benzodiazequeen
19 June 2009 @ 11:35 am
i love it.

http://chemicalsmile.tumblr.com/
 
 
feeling: anxious
 
 
benzodiazequeen
14 June 2009 @ 05:23 am
thanks SO much to [info]rottensick  


spin arounnnd, ninjaaas....
 
 
feeling: giggly
 
 
benzodiazequeen
13 June 2009 @ 05:41 am


ROFLCOPTER!
 
 
feeling: awake
 
 
benzodiazequeen
03 June 2009 @ 02:58 pm

Describe your dream house (even if it's not a house).


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the steampunk treehouse! that photo was taken at coachella last year... i knew i remembered it from somewhere.


pretty sure that's @burning man

http://www.steamtreehouse.com/

or an eyeball treehouse! )

there are SOOO many amazing treehouses to pick from.

i basically want to live in an awesome treehouse, surrounded by green trees &birds &wildlife.
 
 
feeling: blah
 
 
benzodiazequeen
03 June 2009 @ 05:38 am


 
 
feeling: giddy
hearing: yyy's
 
 
benzodiazequeen
31 May 2009 @ 10:41 am
poppy playing fetch with one of her straws:


that went on for quite awhile, about 15-20 minutes :)

going berserk over a catnip toy i made her... )

in other news, i'm excited for monty's house tonight! i'm going to make yummy vegan dinner &we're gonna get stupid drunk &high &probably get the cops called on us. apologies in advance for retarded drunk texts!
 
 
feeling: giggly
hearing: afi
 
 
benzodiazequeen
28 May 2009 @ 07:04 am
this is what i've been working on lately, i finally finished it early this morning.
for never having made one of these, i think it looks pretty neat.
let me know what you think?


ooo, generic hotel bible!


how exciting!

take a peek inside... )

again, i've never made anything like this before... don't be too harsh :) it only took me one day to complete, &then another few days to paint &seal. i'm working on another right now for a friend. it's nice to have something creative to do to keep my mind off of stressful shit.
 
 
feeling: exhausted
 
 
benzodiazequeen
28 May 2009 @ 05:53 am
this is what i want to furnish my next apartment with.

seriously.
how cool is that??

1, 2, 4, 5, 12, 13, 17, 18, &19 are my favorites.
i wish i could figure out where to buy them.


***the link works now!!
 
 
feeling: awake
hearing: aphex twin
 
 
benzodiazequeen
23 May 2009 @ 01:12 am
a short visit with sandy &a long voicemail from eyeball cheered me up immensely last night. scraping change together for a bottle of wine helped too. i really wish i could see sandy more, she's one of the very few "good" people that i know. ej &rebecca, too.

today i'm going to hopefully pick up the last piece of paperwork that i need to get state insurance, &then brave the des office on monday. they HAVE to give me insurance. i'm dying.
once i have that, &quit smoking... i know my health will improve immensely. i'm just impatient. &afraid i don't have that kind of time.

i've been on a movie downloading spree lately, so far i have-

~Cidade de Deus [City of God]
~Crash [the 1996 David Cronenberg one, not the more recent one...]
~Johnny got his Gun
~Grey Gardens [2009 HBO movie]***
~Grey Gardens [1975 Maysles Brothers documentary]***
~Jacob's Ladder
~Leaving Las Vegas
~Lost in Translation
~Midnight Cowboy
~Milk***
~The Times of Harvey Milk [1984 documentary]
~Repo the Genetic Opera
~S. Darko
~The Fall
~Run Lola Run
~Buffalo '66
~Chernobyl Heart [documentary]
~Secretary
~The Notebook*** [the book was SOO much better. wasn't impressed by the movie.]
~Where the Buffalo Roam
~Into the Wild
~The entire 1st season of Flight of the Conchords. 2nd season is downloading now.

so far i've only watched the one's with ***'s. there are so many, &most of them are great &movies that i've wanted to see for years, so i'm overwhelmed &don't know where to start.
if you have any suggestions please let me know :) i've been stuck in bed a lot lately, having interesting things to watch is nice.

speaking of... i'm in the process of hollowing out a bible to turn it into a little stash box type thing... sooo back to that!
 
 
feeling: busy
 
 
benzodiazequeen
10 May 2009 @ 09:27 am
angel kitty! TOO cute!!




A Chinese Cat Has Grown Wings
 
 
feeling: amused
hearing: mickey avalon- roll up your sleeves